Sex Therapist AU

[totallynotrobin]

Stiles is sure this was a terrible idea. Absolutely terrible. He's shaking as he sits, waiting, in the man's office. After everything that happened...he can't do this. He should leave. No - he isn leaving. He's going to walk out that door and -

But Stiles is frozen by fear. His nails are digging into his palm, jaw clenched. Move. Get up. Get out before he shows up. I'm sorry, Dr. Hale, I couldn't make it. Yeah. Sounds plausible.

It was a Wrong Place, Wrong Time type of thing. Actually, it was the Wrong Drink. Worst part was, it wasn't even meant for him. But when the guy figured out he'd roofie'd the wrong kid, well - might as well get something out of it, right? And for some sick reason, that made him feel worse, that he wasn't the intended target. That he was some kind of second class, even for a sick fuck like that. From there, it was all downhill.

So he's stuck in that chair, dreading the moment his new therapist opened the door.

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[burnedwolf]

Peter nods, still with a smile.

"Good." he nods reassuringly. "Of course it was awful Stiles. You've been assaulted and hurt in a delicate way." he adds quietly.

[totallynotrobin]

"There was nothing delicate about it." Stiles sighs defeatedly. "I was a virgin."

[burnedwolf]

Peter frowns a little, now that's new again. People who had their first experience as an assault might have to be handled differently.

"You had no experience at all before?" he asks a little alarmed.

[totallynotrobin]

Stiles shakes his head and his hands wring each other. "None at all."

[burnedwolf]

Peter sighs, rubbing his chin a bit worried. Virgins were difficult.

"We might have a hard time with your recovery then." he says with a nod. "Can you tell me about your sexuality a little? Boys or girls or both?"

[totallynotrobin]

"I figured," Stiles sighs a little. "…both. I've always - yeah."

[burnedwolf]

"I'm truly sorry Stiles." Peter starts, playing a little with his pen. "But I do want to help you, please don't forget that."

"Have you ever felt uncomfortable about it?"

[totallynotrobin]

"Yeah, I know." Stiles smiles softly. That's why he's here.

"Uh, kind of. My dad never knew I was...yeah. I mean, at least here it's pretty much accepted easily."

[burnedwolf]

((ooc: !! just a heads up that I'm not going to be home this weekend, I'll leave to Vienna for Alpha con, so I'm not sure how I'll be able to tag this weekend. ;;))

"Good. I'm glad you're clear about that." Peter nods, smiling too.

"I noticed, yes. I met so little people from here who had problems with their sexuality indeed, but I needed to ask." Peter explained. "And your father still doesn't know? Or you just think he doesn't know?"

[totallynotrobin]

((ooc: aww! But also yay for you! xD <3 I hope you have fun darling! I'll be here when you get back/if you're around ;) ))

"Both. Ish. I mean, just because my attacker was - doesn't necessarily mean I'm…"

[burnedwolf]

((ooc: thank youuu~ I'll try not to be too sleep deprived during it and actually enjoy it yeah. XD and sorry for suddenly being so scarce and all. ))

Peter sighed, because apparently there are more issues here he has to address. Though he should focus on the physical well being of his client first. Which means he has to get Stiles to go to school again.

"Oh, Stiles." he smiles a little. "Do you have anyone you trust right now?"

[totallynotrobin]

((ooc: nah, it's okay! I wish i could go to a con xD too expensive!))

"No." Stiles admits, shrugging a little. "I have Scott. But he's…he doesn't get it."

[burnedwolf]

(( ooc: oh don't even mention it, I'm not sure how I'll eat the next month, but I'll improvise... ))

"Maybe if you would explain it to him?" Peter tries, tilting his head a little.

[totallynotrobin]

((ooc: xD it's worth it!!!))

"I can't." Stiles shakes his head. "It's too much.

[burnedwolf]

(( ooc: XDD I really hope so~ ))

"What's too much about it?" Peter asks. "What Scott doesn't get?"

[totallynotrobin]

"Yeah. I can't explain it to him." He doesn't have the patience or the willpower anymore.

[burnedwolf]

"Did you try before?" Peter asks, taking yet another note.

[totallynotrobin]

"No. It's too - monumental, and he's Scott."

[burnedwolf]

"Too monumental? What do you mean by thay?" Peter frowns.

[totallynotrobin]

"It's too much for me, okay? I can't do it. It's taking eveythig I have just to sit here."

[burnedwolf]

The doctor nods understanding.

"It's a good thing you came here." he starts. "I will try my best to help you, but maybe your family and friends could also support you if you let them."

[totallynotrobin]

Stiles doesn't seem convinced on that account, but he nods slowly anyway. "...what are you going to do?"

[burnedwolf]

"Well..." Peter sighs and looks over his notes. "I think it's important for you to first open up to the people close to you. Also I'll try to help you handle your fear of crowds and touch the beginning. Just simple things. Because with more help you can heal better."

[totallynotrobin]

"Okay," It sounds like a good place to start to Stiles. Managable.

[burnedwolf]

"Alright." Peter nods and slowly puts down his notes on the table. "First we should get you used to other people's physical closeness. So I'm going to ask you to come and sit on the chair next to mine." he says, patting the armrest of mentioned chair.